I only have a few minutes, but it's a good thing to mention now: this new attitude I'm trying. 

See, I've asked for various people to help me with various items and issues and EVERYONE has flaked out. 

That's OK, because with this new attitude of mine now I can flake out, too.

I'll get into my background later.

For now all that is really necessary is to know that I am loved.

By who? Well, when I tell my mom and dad I love them THEY tell me they love me, too.

I just wish they knew who I was.

It kinda takes the joy out of the whole thing.

Like when my ex-husband used to say he loved me.

Problem was he didn't know the meaning of the word.

It kinda took the joy out of the whole thing...